Because you requested to see more of my art.

I recently received a request that I post more of my pictures online. It never occurred to me that anybody would want to see my drawings. So I went into my closet and dug out all of my artwork and I have a lot of drawings. I never throw anything that I create away. However over the years I’ve somehow managed to lose some of my drawings. I could not decide which ones that I wanted to post on this blog. I thought about making a separate blog. Then I decided to just post nearly everything. Which I'll explain why I am posting my artwork on my AD/HD journal at the end of this of this blog entry. Between the uploading the artwork and writing the synopsis, this project has taken me 48 hours to complete.

This entire entry is going to showcase nearly every drawing that I've ever created. Some of the my artwork are 25 years old.

I am going to show my drawings in the the best chronological order that I can. However the majority of my drawings are not dated so obviously that task will be a challenge for me. Each drawing that I've uploaded I have provided a brief history explaining what I was thinking then, why I had created that drawings and what was transpiring at that juncture in my life. For instance I had a girlfriend break up with me in high school so I created a drawing reflecting my my broken heart. If you do not read the captions, you may miss the meaning of that piece of art.

I decided show case my artwork broken down into five categories.

MY DRAWINGS WHEN I WAS A CHILD

MY DRAWINGS IN HIGH SCHOOL

MY DRAWINGS IN THE 1990'S

MY DRAWINGS IN 2000

MY MOST RECENT WORK

Do keep in mind that the majority of my drawings are inspired by comic books. Had it not been for comic books I would not be an artist. Also I draw big, I like to make large drawings. So there is no way to actually scan the majority of my drawings. What I had to do instead was take pictures of them and upload the photos.

So get a large cup of coffee sit back and relax. I am inviting you to discover how much being an artist has enriched and enhanced my life.

MY DRAWINGS WHEN I WAS CHILD.

The drawing below is not my first drawing that I ever made. It’s actually my second drawing that I ever made.

My 1^st was of Conan the Barbarian that I copied directly out of a comic book. I do not know what ever happened to that drawing. However the lessons that I learned while I was creating that drawing I applied to the picture above. I wanted to make a drawing that was inspired by own imagination and independent of other peoples work.

The drawing below is a portrait of James Dean.

I was looking for inspiration for another drawing and I saw an image of James Dean in a National Geographic. When I saw that photo I instantly knew that I could draw it. I worked on that drawing for two days. It would take me probably 2 hours now. But I learned a lot of valuable lessons while creating that drawing.

Don’t ask me what that is a drawing below is.

I do not know myself. However as you can see I was understanding how to draw anatomy. I studied how comic book artists would draw the human body and I applied that knowledge to the drawing above. That picture was taken strictly from my own imagination.

The drawing below is something that I snatched from my imagination.

It is also taken from a photo as well.

Through the years this one drawing has been my most beloved drawing of all

I drew that drawing while vacationing with my family on the WA State Coast. As you can see my imagination at this point had grown considerably. No longer was I looking at the world the way other people viewed it. I would see a structure or an object and I would think of ways that I could turn it into drawing and a surreal kind of way. I’ve tried recreating that drawing and I’ve never been able to make it better.

The drawing below is self explanatory.

I copied this picture out of a news paper. But what you cannot see very clearly is the name that is printed on the jet. When I was drew this picture I changed the name to Sabra. I had humongous crush on this girl in Jr High named Sabra Crilly. We shared 3 period math together and I told what I thought was my friend that I liked Sabra. He thought it would be funny if he told her about my crush. To ad insult to injury when she discovered the news she said “oh gross’ and shoved her finger in her open mouth as if she were choking. It devastated me.

The drawing below is a quick sketch of the Joker with reflection of skull in his eye.

The idea was as that as the panels got closer the picture inside got larger until one could see whole side of the Jokers face with the skull reflection in his eye. As you can see I understood how comic books were drawn. I knew what I liked and what I thought looked good inside of comic books.

The drawing below is my first attempt and only attempt at drawing Superman.

I hated that drawing and I almost threw it away. I did not copy it from anything, it was my idea how Superman should look. I never wanted to try and draw Superman since then.

The drawings below are taken from my 1^st comic book that I ever drew.

The drawing on the left is my cover, and the drawing on the right is my 1^st page. My character name is Psychotic. The storyline is my character getting married and while they're taking vows their wedding ceremony was ambushed by drug cartels. Psychotic wife to be was murdered right in front of him. He was mortally wounded and should have died. Somehow he had survived and through his grief he and anger developed supernatural powers and became a vigilante.

The drawing below are more pages from my comic book.

The drawing above is my hero hunting down one of the drug cartels that killed his wife. Although I knew what I liked in comic books and how they flowed, I had no idea how they were made. I thought the drawings I saw inside of comic books were drawn to size. I had no idea that they were drawn bigger and shrank to fit inside of a comic book. The drawing below is a pinup I drew for my 1^st comic book.

What comic book would ever be complete without a pinup?

At this point I decided that what I really wanted to do more than anything else, what I wanted to do as a career, was become a comic book artist. I do not how old I was at then, certainly not old enough to work yet. I remembered that I heard stories about my favorite writers writing for Superman when they were just 15 years old. I decided if they could work as writers, why couldn’t I work as a comic book artist? So I mailed copies of my comic book Psychotic to either Marvel or DC and two weeks later I received a rejection letter. They told me me that I sucked. No not really. They just said that I needed to learn how to draw their characters.

The rejection letter did not deter me. However my parents, my grand parents, and even my school officials, they all saidthat I needed to do something practical. Everybody was telling me that I needed to get something useful under my belt 1^st. For instance my father told me “Shane you should do something practical 1^st, like welding. Then go back and do your art.”

First of all, WHAT DOES ANYBODY KNOW ABOUT PRACTICALITY? Commercial artists today make a shit load of money. Comic book artists also make a lot of money. Nobody encouraged me to follow my hopes, dreams, and ambitions. Nobody ever tried to discover what I needed to do to pursue a career in art. NOBODY! I do not care if my dream was practical or not. That is what I wanted to do, that was what I wanted to be. Those were my dreams. So I followed the advice I had received and I decided to take vocational training that was offered to me while I was in high school and become a welder, BECAUSE THAT WAS PRACTICAL! Eventually what really ended happening was that I abandoned my dreams. Well...I never became a welder. I hated everything about that vocation. My heart was in art, my dreams lied in a blank sheet of paper and a pencil. I never got a chance to receive formal training to fulfill my dream of pursuing a career in art.

I do not care if my son wants to play a trombone, guitar, or anything else as a career choice. What ever he decides to do I am going to discover what must be done for him to achieve his goals and support him.

O.K. I am done complaining about that.


Have you ever see n the picture The Trails End? There are two different versions of that painting. One is with a cowboy on the horses back and the other is with a Native American. That famous paint inspired my drawing below.

I decided it would be really cool to have a woman’s face in the clouds behind. It never turned out the way I hoped.

The drawing I below, I am unsure how I came up with that idea.

What I do remember about that drawing however is the fact that it was not well liked by a friend of my parents. Tom Simmons and his wife were both ministers. Both Tom and his wife were having dinner at our house one evening. After dinner I showed Mrs Simmons the drawing above. She said to me ‘if you ever want to successful you had better change your style.” Later Mrs Simmons and her husband ended up abandoning both their church and their congregation.

The drawing below is an idea I had while watching Star Trek The Next Generation.

What would it look like if we saw a woman’s face in space. One half of her face would comprise a nebula. The other half of her face would be real. I imagine it would look something like the drawing above. When I drew that drawing it turned out exactly the way I imagined.

The drawing below. I have no idea what inspired me to draw that, or why I drew it.
I do remember reading art books atthat time and I was experimenting with shading. All I know is that when the movie Robocop came out, I felt ripped off. Soon as I saw the movie it reminded me of my drawing. I wanted to know if someone in Hollywood was going through my drawings. Notice in nearly all of my drawings I do not show the hands. I discovered then that hands are particularly difficult to draw.

The drawing below is inspired by Frank Franzetta. He is one of my favorite fantasy

I decided that I wanted to discover art work outside of comic books. Soon after I made that decision I discovered artists like Frank Frazzeta, Boris Vallejo, and HR Giger. These fantasy artists were a huge inspiration to me. They are still my favorite artists to this day. The drawing above was my attempt to be like to Frank Frazetta. I was soon enlightened to the fact that women are a lot harder to draw than men. Especially if you’re trying to draw attractive half naked women.

What was I thinking? Why did I create the drawing below?I do not know why or what I was thinking.

I don't know what I was thinking when I had created the drawing below either.

However at this time in my life I had been studying human anatomy, shading, lighting, and most of all of my drawings at that point were strictly from my imagination. I was developing my own style and becoming a real artist. I remem ber thinking I w as extremely happy with the drawing above, that it looked exactly they way I imagined it in my head. Remember, I was not e ven in high school yet.


MY DRAWINGS IN HIGH SCHOOL.


All the drawings that are on lined notebook paper were created while I was actually sitting in my classes and I supposed to be paying attention. None of drawing that are on the note book papers were created in my art classes. Inevitably during parent teacher conferences my teachers informed my parents that I do not pay attention in class, and that I draw too much.

The Drawing below is obviously a snake.











Don’ t ask m e why I decided to draw a snake, I hate snakes. But notice the use of shading.

These next two drawings, I do not know what I was thinking or why I had drawn them.

All I know is that I was having a very hard time paying attention in my classes.

Sometimes I would just get ideas and go with them. This isn't anything special. It was just absolutely impossible for me to stay on task, I just could not pay attention to what my teachers were saying. So I would just draw, even when I had no inspiration or any idea about what I was going to draw.

Below is just a character I do not know why I drew it.

What I am attempting to show in this drawing was my knowledge of proportion then. The hand at the front of the body will be as big as the human head when it is drawn on paper. I was getting better at drawing hands too.

The drawing below is a castle floating on a huge boulder in the skies.
So I had this idea one night while I was reading one of my comic book to draw a castel floating in the skies. I thought it would look really cool to have the only source of color coming through a window. It never quite turned out the way I’d hoped. I was starting to make my drawing a lot bigger at that point in my life. I was just really bored with drawing things small.

The drawing below. I do not know what it is.

I wanted to draw your attention to the use of shading. I was really starting to understand how to use shading. This was supposed to be a big ass sea serpent. Unfortunately what I ended with was a small sea --- something.

The drawing below I had intended it to be something super sexy. I wanted it to be my end all of be all of erotica. Instead what I created was ...I do not know what it ended up being. I think it just looks stupid.
I was good at drawing men. However I still had a lot to learn about drawing women. The woman’s breasts in the picture above, they're aren't drawn correctly. They are upturned too much.

What would it look like if a giant held sword against a regular size man? Something like the drawing below I imagine.

I do not know what was going through my head when I drew that. But my hands were getting better.

The drawing below is Madonna.

When Like a Prayer was out. Before Madonna became a M.I.L.F

Speaking of Madonna. The drew picture below after my girlfriend broke up with me.
I actually had a girlfriend named Madonna, honestly and truly I did. I drew this picture after she had broken up with me.

The drawing below is a battle scene obviously.

had started drawing more action sequences.















As I was starting to learn human anatomy better.

The drawing below is one of my very 1^st heroes.
I was getting really good at drawing hands, anatomy, and excellent at shading. Now I just needed to learn how to draw action sequences.

The drawing below is a nother one of my early heroes.

I hate that drawing. I do not even know why I am posting it.

The drawing below is another hero I created.

Just a posing picture. But notice the hands, anatomy, and shading. Everything is coming together. I am coming into my own style, and becoming an accomplished artist.

The drawing below is another one of my heroes.

About this time I could draw clothes well, I was decent drawing hands, and I knew how to shade very well. The only thing I wanted to do more than anything else was draw comic books.

The drawing below is one of my early villains.

I never liked this drawing that much. But I needed a villain to show.

If you’re wonder why I keep writing “the drawing below”

Because I am writing this in a word doc and loading my blog with pictures. As it loading I am writing this. The drawing above is one of my villains I used a little color.

The drawing below is a high school project.

I do not know what it was about, or what I had to do. Something to do about hate goups and victims. This was also the last drawing I did in high school. That was all of my drawings from high school.

MY DRAWINGS OF THE 1990’S

The drawing below is just an astronaut hero.

I was pretty much into my own style at this point, and I was not evolving much as an artist. What I needed at this point was formal training. That has never happened, who knows if it ever will.

The drawing below is my attempt to draw Aliens and Predator.

I loved the comic books of Aliens and Predator and just had to draw my own. Also I drew this drawing completely from memory. I wanted to see if I could do that. When I compared my drawing later to the comic books. I was delighted to see how well I I had done.

The drawing below is just inspired by Frank Frazetta and Highlander the Movie.

In the 90’s I never did much of anything that was unique.



The drawing below is just a hero type drawing.

But the reasonwhy I am showing this particular one is because of the hands. I was getting really good at drawings hands. And I had the feeling that this design I was drawing, would turn into something really cool. But I was not aware of what he would be or what I would do with him.

The drawing below is probably my favorite super hero I ever created.

I had a dream one night of a balding man who was like Conan the Barbarian. This was at 3:00 AM. And when I woke up, I just had to get up and draw this character. If you can imagine Conan, and he was immortal, then you can imagine Crenshaw. I knew then the kind of a design I wanted to create for a really cool anti super hero type. I got the name Crenshaw from the street in Los Angeles.

The drawing below is Crenshaw in his past.

I just became obsessed with this character I thought of.

The drawing below is super hero Crenshaw.

I had a cool idea for his costume. I dunno if I like it very much.

Below is another drawing of Crenshaw I never completed.

Again this is Crenshaw in his future, no longer a barbarian. I just became so obsessed with making new renditions of this character. He is my most beloved comic book character I had made to that date. He still remains probably my most favorite of all the characters I’ve ever created. In this drawing one can really see how I go about drawing a character. I draw a lot of lines fleshing out my character. Then I would take a darker pencil and trace over the lines that are proportionally correct. Or sometimes I’ll use a pen.

The drawing below was done when my ex wife and I got divorced.

Notice that it is the same kind of theme as when my ex girl friend and I broke up when I was in high school.


Believe it or not, I did not mean to do that.

I was just depressed when I made that drawing and that was what came out. These two drawings are at least 7 years a part from one another. I just now noticed that as I am putting all of this together.

The drawing below. I dunno, what can I say?

I just wanted to draw something that I never did before. So I decided to push my personal boundaries and I drew a lot of pornographic drawings. Too bad this is a family friend blog or I would post them.

The drawing below is obviously a graveyard.

If you can read the tombstone its saying one of the lines from the movie The Crow. I watched that movie and I instantly fell in love with it. I at times use color in my drawings, but I prefer not to most of the time. Black & White has always been my chosen medium. To me a drawing just isn’t a drawing when color is brought into the picture. I’ll probably never will become an artist that uses color a lot.

The drawing below is Brandon Lee The Crow.

Except Brandon Lee was never that muscular. That is what The Crow would look like if I drew it in a Comic book.

The drawing below is a super hero inspired by Spawn.

Todd McFarlane has been one of my most favorite comic book artists in the world. Still to this day I love his work a lot. But the 90’s was not a decade where I did a lot of unique work. I improved on my skills a lot but life had a much different plan for me. I struggled to keep a job all of the time and I could not devote much time to drawing at all. My ex wife was never ever really supportive of me. And she thought my passion for creating comic book characters was childish.

The drawing below is probably my most original drawing I did in the 90’s.

I wanted to draw two people dancing. I don’t know why. I just wanted to draw it. So after I had the two of them fleshed in I was stuck. Now what? I needed a back ground. So I sat staring at my drawing for an hour. Then I decided to draw a light house in the back ground. Why a light house? I don’t know. What are these people doing dancing in front of a light house? I DON”T KNOW. So the back ground became just as much of a character as the dancers. I don’t know if this drawing is one of my favorites. But to this day it remains one of my oddest and most unique drawings.

The Drawing below is inspired by The Oklahoma City Bombing.

Do you remember that memorable image of the Firemen that carried that little girl from the rubble? That little girl ended up dying or was dead. I was so moved by that image that I had to draw it. I was also very affected by that tragedy. I was actually making this drawing for a local radio personality and I was going to mail it to him, but obviously as you can see I never did.


The drawing below is inspired by the super hero from th e comic book Alpha Flight called Sasquatch.

I wanted to draw my own Sasquatch and that was what I ended up with. Again nothing original or great. That was pretty much the story of how I spent my time in the 90’s. I wanted to be a comic book artist so badly, I wanted to be a known artist so much, and I could never devote any time to practicing or do anything unique and original.

The drawing below is a super hero I created that was inspired by Thor.

Same old story. Nothing Original.

The drawing below is a super villain I created.

As far as cool looking bad guys this villain is by far my most favorite. I became very good at drawing heroes and villains. I had pretty much mastered shading and I was still not the best artist at drawing anatomy. There were a lot of artists that could draw circles around. I had pretty much reached the boundary of my limits without formal training. Still to this day I have taught myself as much as I am capable of teaching myself. I do not have a name for this villain. This is just an idea I had for one and I needed to draw it and get it out of mind.

The drawing below is just another super villain that I created.

I don’t think it’s all that unique. But it was fun drawing him. He better not ever scratch his cheek on his shoulder.


The super hero below is inspired by The Punisher.

What would The Punisher look like if he had long hair and were a mercenary? Probably like the guy above. However the Punisher would never have a sword. Never the less this is my version of The punisher. I really like this guy a lot, I don’t know if I will ever do anything with him. I do not even have a name for him.

The drawing below is my final drawing of the 90’s.

I saved my best drawing forthe last. Its also my most unique drawing as well. I spent 2 days on this drawing, one of which was just drawing the fine detail on that bridge alone. The only complaint I have about this drawing is I do not like the cobble stones on one of the towers in the back ground. The stones are too uniformed. Other than that I love this drawing. You who are looking at this will probably say “what are you talking that? That drawing is absolutely amazing. It looks fantastic.”

Well dear reader, we artists are our own worse critics. We painstakingly take hours and obsess over the tiniest details. And if something doesn’t look right, the whole drawing doesn’t look right. We artists or maybe I should just talk for myself. I cannot help but to be that way aboutmy work. There are a lot of artists that are so much better than me. So I have to make sure that my artwork is perfect.

June 1 / 7:15 PM..I am Making an addition.
I was looking over this long journal entry and discovered numerous grammar errors. You’re just going to have to forgive me reader. This project took me 48 hours to complete. I did most of this unmedicated. I’ll go through and correct my mistakes later.

However I am not making this blod entry addition to complain about grammar. I was watching that lame movie Michael with John Travolta…when, when (sigh) Perhaps I should preface this addition a different way.

Back in 1993 I used to be really, really, religious. Matter of fact I was a huge Christian fundamentalist. If I still adhered to that religion now a person could use the word Evangelical to describe me. If one were inclined label me that is.

I was watching the movie Michael with Jen (my wife) and I was telling her about a comic book that I created back in 1993. I used to love reading about stories that dealt with biblical horror. Topics like the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, 666, Number of the Beast, the Rapture, and Armageddon. I loved reading about the end of the world, the Antichrist, and the approaching war between heaven and hell. I still enjoy reading works of fiction dealing with the subject manner today. However I take these works of fiction as seriously as I would any other fictionalized story.

Human beings were no longer being born with souls. All the women in the world were giving birth to still born babies. Every pregnancy on the planet the fetuses would all gestate normally. Doctors on every continent were documenting nothing unusual during labor. However when the infants started sliding down the birth canals they would all die. This phenomenon was not isolated to just human babies. Every species on the planet were no longer giving live births.

One infant on the entire planet was going to be born alive and with a soul. This baby would eventually serve as an instrumental role between the forces of heaven or hell. The arch angel Michael was sent to intercept the birth and protect both the mother and child. Shaitan the son of Satan was also on the same mission however according to hells plans the mother was dispensable.

I went through my drawings again and I could not believe I overlooked this comic book. There are a lot of good drawings that I had created and stored away. In fact they’re such wonderful pieces of art that it constitutes an extra addition to this blog entry.

So I’ll start this series out with the cover for my comic book The End is Near.

I wanted to have two guys that looked really freaking cool. If you encountered either one of them you would be equally scared. Arch angel Michael is obviously the guy on the lft. I am not particularly happy with how his chest muscles look. I don’t think his biceps look all that great either. However Shaitan, I think I got all his muscle groups drawn correctly and I think he looks fantastic.

The story starts with a voice in heaven that says “it is you who must go. You are their last ope.”

Drawing comic books is like looking through a television monitor. The monitor is telling a story with images alone. There for every panel that is created must be thought of as television monitor telling story as well. The reader or the viewer would see the Earth, the sun, and the moon. Next the a city would be seen with the moon in the back ground. Following the views all the way to a church

The next page shows Michael materializing instantly in a church scaring the grounds keeper.

I always liked using checkered tile on a floor. Because the extreme contrasts make a very interesting drawing to look at.

The next two pages are of a pregnant crack addicted prostitute named Claire.

While she was standing naked in her bedroom she had decided to end all her misery and pain. I had the coolest idea for this page. The razor blade and blood droplets falling to floor would become panels for this page.

I thought that it would be a great idea to tell Bobby’s murder with images inside the blood droplets. I used the razor blade shows one of Clair’s eye crying. The blood droplet shows a gun shooting Bobby (Claire’s fiancé) in the face. I do not think that this page is my best work. But I do love the idea I had.

Clair was once engaged and very much in love Bobby. As the two of them were leaving a live musical one night they were abducted by 3 men. Claire was forced to watch as Bobby was murdered. After Claire was raped, brutalized, mortally wounded, she left for dead.

Claire stumbled to her bed as the blood drained from her body. As the darkness encroached on the edge of her vision the misery that was her life had finally pumped out her severed arteries and the darkness took her.

The next page is Shaitan materializing in a satanic church.

On an earlier page Satan worshipers were praying to Satan in the hopes conjuring a demon. They got more than they asked for and when Shaitan materialized he killed everybody. I did not like this page at all, the artwork sucked. So I did not add it to this addition.

The next page is Shaitan is on a hill with full moon in the skies.

Unsure why he is on Earth he calls upon his father Satan and asks what him what his will is?

On the next page a bolt of energy is streaking through space and time.

This energy manifests itself on Earth and Satan’s huge head appears in front of Shaitan hanging in the air. Satan then tells his son what he must do.

There is another page I drew where Shaitan is recalling the last time he encountered Michael.

When Lucifer fell from Gods grace he and Shaitan both took a 3rd of heavens angels with them. They then lead these fallen in a revolt against the armies of heaven. Michael commanded the forces of heaven and defeated Lucifer and Shaitan fallen angels. The legions of hell were then exiled for eternity vowing to take all of mankind with them. If they were to be ostracized from heaven and God’s glory, then all of God’s creations would join them as well. God would not allow this atrocity to take place, so he placed Gabriel and Michael in charge of the forces of heaven. This war has been transpiring before mankind’s creation and continues today.


I am not a huge fan of these sea serpents. I do not think that they look all that good at all.

I do not know what my inspiration was when I created this drawing. However I thought maybe some of you would like this drawing.

Then there is this bridge that I never finished as well.

I am uncertain as to why I never completed the drawing above. However if my memory serves me correctly, I think I wanted to start a different drawing. What art piece that was I do not know.

I had an idea to draw a person wearing shades with two separate faces in the lenses.

Where this idea came from I am uncertain about. However I do like this drawing a lot so I added it to this addition. I did not like how the face didn’t look all that interesting so I added some scars and tattoos to it.

There are also a lot of other good drawings in this stash that are not related to this comic but I decided to include them in this addition.

Drawings like this unfinished barbarian on a very extreme mountain top.


MY DRAWINGS OF 2000


So I wanted to start 2000 off learning a new technique. I also wanted decided because I never will become a comic book artist that I would just become the best artist that I could become at making pictures. I thought it would just be best if I drew big pictures and took my time with me. I decided to fulfill my need of drawing comic books would be served as drawing fantasy art.

Fantasy art is the one medium that doesn’t require dead on accuracy. To an extent that is. I still have to draw shading correctly, but who knows what light and shadow looks like on a alternate universe or distant galaxy? I could draw anything to look exactly the way I wanted it to look because these objects, figures, or landscapes do not exist in real life. I could draw barbarians fighting on a distant planet and universe in the middle of space and I do not need to worry about whether or not they can breathe in space because to my knowledge these landscapes and people do not exist. They exist purely in my imagination and I fantasy art allows this freedom. Unlike life drawing where anatomy, landscapes and objects all have to be accurate.

That being said the drawing below is barbarians in a distant galaxy.

I decided to experiment with a different technique called cross hatching and stipple art. This drawing was created all in ink. The shading is created by bunching dots closely together and cross hatching lines. I liked the way this drawing turned out. However the big guy’s neck isn’t sitting on his shoulders correctly. His neck looks broken. I am not happy with that.

The drawing below is a barbarian’s face I could not get out of my mind.

Sometimes I’ll get a character, or a person’s face stuck in my mind and I just have to draw it to get it out or I’ll be tormented until I do. The character below is one of those faces. I had to draw his face and more importantly his tattoo in his face.

The Drawing below is Crenshaw again.

A slight variation of him Crenshaw won’t leave me alone. He still pops up in mind from time to time and I have to draw him. The time spent in the 90’s I perfected my technique tremendously. My drawings and faces look more realistic in 2000.

The Drawing below is what I called Battle Across the Skies.

I had an idea to draw a hero fighting a demon. Except the hero side will be like a sunny forest. The demons side would be dead trees, cloudy skies, and lightning. I liked the way the drawing above turned out. However its not one of my favorites.

The drawing below is what I call Dark Encounters.

I saw this guy in a dark trench coat one day and I thought what it would be like to encounter this guy in a dark alley. What does he have underneath his trench coat? Then I thought it would make an amazing drawing. I couldn’t get it out of my head until I did decide to draw it.

The drawing below is a girl I saw at the mall in Seattle.

One of the many times that I was unemployed I was in down town Seattle at Pacific Place mall and I saw this little girl sitting in the sun. She looked like that she was Latino, however I am uncertain. Her positioning in the sun light made one of her face look really dark. I saw this moment in time and I just had to get a picture of her. Later on I printed the picture and drew her. The drawing above is exactly what she looked like and identical to the photo.

The drawing below is actually basketball players.

I decided I wanted to make a really cool battle scene and I thought the best way to get that accomplished was to look at action sequences. What better way to get that accomplished than studying professional sports players. I got this scene out of a Sports Illustrated.

The drawing below is rather self explanatory. Just barbarians hiking up a mountain.

Wouldn’t it had been cool to see Vikings or barbarians hiking up the side of a mountain? That was the general idea I had for this drawing. However drawing the background for this picture proved to be a lot more challenging than I expected it to be. It took me longer to draw this piece than I had anticipated because of the background alone. It surprised me a lot.

The drawing below is just what it looks like.

The above is an idea I had. I just wanted to draw a dark medieval tunnel and light at the end of it at night. This drawing is really boring.

The drawing below is an idea I had one night while trying to sleep.

It’s just a basic barbarian type hero, just posing on a cliff edge with bad weather in the back ground. I guess I like it OK. Its not one of my favorites.

The drawing below is a barbarian in prison.

At night while I am trying to sleep is when I get the best ideas. This particular idea struck me and it stayed with me all the following the next day. What would it look like to have a pissed off barbarian in chains, behind bars, with a Viking type barbarian looking in on him. Also what would it look like if they were all surrounded by torches, with torch light coming in on them. I thought it would look cool and I am happy with the way this turned out.

The drawing above is a volcano erupting with a shark and merman swimming through the air.

This picture is a part of series of pictures I did called Reality Bent. This particular illustration is called Reality Bent 2. Honestly I do not know what to think about this picture. I do not know if I like it or not. Certainly this drawing was one of my hardest to create. The entire drawing is all done with lead. I used an entire pencil on creating it. And to get it that dark requires a whole lot of pressure and going over the same area many times. Plus one has to get all of lines going in one direction. I don’t like the shark much; it looks like its smiling. It was very difficult to get the shark to look vicious. I like the merman a lot; I thought I did a good job on him. But I do not know if they look like they’re swimming through the air.

The drawing below is a Valkyrie.



















I do not know what to think of this drawing either. Certainly the 90’s were all about perfecting my skills. 2000’s now that my skills are perfected and I do portrait like drawings. I do not know if they look good or not. That is a woman’s face above. I think she looks very, very, masculine which is why I chose to draw her. The portrait is great, that is what that woman’s looks like. I just don’t think she makes a good Valkyrie.

That is it for 2000’s drawing. Now I am going to post my current project.

MY MOST RECENT WORK

So the following images are my most current work I am creating a graphic novel. My book is fantasy and Scifi. The setting is future Earth. The world had become broken and mankind lost all technology except for one society. This society called Liere dominates the entire planet. There are witches, wizards, and techno sages in my graphic novel. There are humans giants, genetically enhanced humans. There are barbarians, cyborgs, and all sorts great ideas I am toying with. One of the coolest ideas I am excited about is playing with sexuality and comfort zones. One of the races people are hermaphrodites, very endogenous and peace loving people. However thay can also be wickedly deadly. Their enemies are war loving society and very masculine. The prince from that society is going to fall in love with one of hermaphrodites.

The picture below is one of my early drawings for Einherjar.

I like to draw big, but my scanner cannot scan my large drawings. As you can see it is also dificult to take pictures of my drawings as well. For this graphic novel I decided to draw small so that it would be easier to scan. The picture above is my hero looking down upon a burning village. His name is Peyguhn, which is old Norse for pagan.

All of the rest of the drawings i am going to show you are all in a spiral bound note book containing my art and story.

The idea I have is to have one page art, and one page of story. Or at least as much art work as I can. Its not working like I planned.

Introduction to Einherjar, the Viking Norse Legend.

“The Einherjar are the heroes, chosen by the Valkyrie to enter Valhalla. Each day, they fight each other to the death. Those slain, are brought back to life at the end of each day. By night, they feast on meat from Saehrimnir, the boar who comes back to life just in time for the next meal. Mead, from Odin's goat, Heidrun, are served by the Valkyries to the Einherjar. When the Einherjar have had their fill, they then go out and fight each other again. They do this in preparation for Ragnarok, where the Einherjar shall fight along side Odin in the final battle.”

There are remnants and signs of a forgotten humanity. There are stories of instant communication, when humans could talk to their loved ones and view their images over vast distances. A time where a thing called the atom was split and nations could decimate each other in a single moment. Men walked on the moon and touched the stars.Nobody knows how or when it happened, before the world broke. It was said that technology betrayed mankind and individuals became far too dependent on luxuries like having their food instantly cooked. When people could no longer have instant light and the lands had shifted and cracked, they turned against each other. Those who could not fight and survive died.

The drawing below is one of my heroes Peyguhn and his father.

Peyguhn father looks like Crenshaw doesn’t he? I did that on purpose. I may do a back story on his father. For now he is just father.


The drawing below is a close up of Peyguhn father.















Peyguhn and Fortis are both adopted by their father.


The drawing below is Fortis’ war tent.

Fortis is Peyguhn’s adopted brother. Fortis is the commander of all of Einherjar forces. Fortis is inside planning a battle. Einherjar is about to go to war with a neighboring kingdom. The kingdom adjacent are barbarians.

The drawing below is Fortis.

Fortis is old Greece for Force. Fortis is leaving his tent to see the Showen. Showen both a name and it is a title. Showen is old Norse for show. A Showen in the kingdom of Einherjar is both a spiritual leader and witch. Showen and Fortis are having a secret affair.

The drawing below is Hawken and Fortis arguing.















Hawken is Showen’s Protectere. A Protectere is a Showens bodyguard. A Protectere is trained from birth in all forms of combat. A Protectere and a Showen are paired at birth. A Protectere is trained to protect their Showen even unto their own deaths. They are also trained to love nobody else but their Showen. Protecteres are also enchanted by their Showens to have enhanced physical abilities. They also need less rest and nourishment.

In the drawing below, Hawken and Fortis are fighting.

I like this drawing a lot for the fighting sequence, and for the background. Hawken does that nearly every time that Fortis visits the Showen. He acts that way because he is jealous and because he is bored. Never has it gotten so seiorus though.

In the drawing below, Fortis is walking away from Hawken.

Hawken quit fighting with Fortis after The Showen told him tio quit. Hawken was just toying with Fortis. Hawken is old Norse for Hawk.

The drawing below is The Showen.

Showen is a name and it is a title. Showen is old Norse for show. A Showen in the kingdom of Einherjar is both a spiritual leader and witch. Showen is and Fortis are having a secret affair.

In the drawing below a visitor is

A strange visitor says he has a message for the king and can only deliever it himself. The stranger is unarmed and being led by spear point.

In the drawing below Raul had been killed with his own sword after it had been broken in half.

Raul is dead, one of the kings most beloved guards and friend.

In the Drawing below Fortis is comforting the King. He just saw one of his closest guards killed.

Raul killer killed all of the kings guards and gave a message to the King that impending doom will visit his kingdom if he does submit to their enemies kingdom.

In the drawing below Hawken and Showen are summoned to the Kings chambers.



















The King is commanding Peyguhn, Fortis, Showen, and Hawken on a quest for Liere. Liere is the Kingdom of technology and the dominant force on the planet.

And it has been decided.

The quest for Liere will start after Einherjar forces are triumphant in the upcoming battle with the barbarians in the neighboring kingdom.

In the drawing below Peyguhn is sitting in a chair

While talking to the princess inside her chambers.

In the drawing below Peyguhn and the Princess are in bed together.

The two of them are spending this last quite moment together before Peyguhn goes into battle the following day.

In the drawing below, Fortis is planning for a battle with the neighboring kingdom.

Before Fortis can start the quest for Liere he first must to defeat their neighboring kingdom in battle the following day.

So with that last one that concludes my art show post. I hope you at least found something that you liked. If not I hope you hated it. Because I would rather you hate my art, than not feel anything at all. That would be the worst thing that could happen when people see my art.

Why did I decide to post my life's work on a blog dedicated to my rehabilitation process and efforts take control from AD/HD has had over my life?If you read my journal entry about the sacrifice I made selling my comic books. Then you would know the role that art has been played in my life.

Like comic books, being an artist, has played a monumental role in my life. Had I not been an artist I would not be the man that I am today. My art gave me confidence when I had none. The process of creating many of pieces of art that I made has taught me patience. Constructing my illustrations provided me an outlet to discover my imagination. But most of all being an artist defines who I am.

When I felt stupid, when I felt defeated, when I felt worthless, and when I just wanted to give up on myself. I knew that I could do something that many people only wished that they could accomplish. I am a very talented artist. I endured everything that AD/HD has unleashed on my life because I was and am an artist.

Creating art will be a part of my rehabilitation process.